Anti antibiotics

Hey y'll i haven't been to this space for quite some time. It's day 3 of school, but have only attended 2 days so far and am proud of myself 'cos I didn't fall asleep at all! Gonna get real geared up this term and hit O's! Yay baby. This morning I woke up with a sore eye. My left eye was bloooody red and I swear my eyes were so tiny weeny mini. However, an unfortunate incident happened. I look damn horrible nao with 8 white stick-on patches. Ppl are so gonna laugh at me :( Wait till I tell mama. Although I keep feeling sting-y pains I don't see why I should harp on what has happened. I had bondings with the zf family and to be able to see how much people do really care around you. Esp my brother, so glad I have him. The first day of school Mr Toh mentions about cherishing. And again, I recalled. Really I can't imagine not having completing so many things in life, and I'm not even half way of my journey in life and just passing on like that. K touch wood. But this srsly woke me up. That black-out mind, but later the response to the real world, kept me going. I wouldn't say all singaporeans are those who don't bother, see-walk-away, but kind souls do exist! Am really appreciative and I feel blessed. Now, it's countdown to 6 more days for zf return. Am feeling quite lost, and empty tho. I was prescriped anti-biotics. Yknow how much that sucks when you can't swallow them and have to globble 'em dwn in power form? I swear that's the worse medicine ever.  Right. Am feeling pretty nausea for looking at the computer screen for so long and my head's like spinning again. There's no one in the house, what if I faint leh?

I'd say I'm 5 0percent handicapped nao. Ok, now must think of something when I turn up for farewell and for school. Yay 3 claps for you if you have read every word every line in this wordy post!