Time check: 3:30AM, and having infinite thoughts running through my mind. It's sad how life can get so complicated. The number of difficulties and obstacles we face/ will face in our life sure do make a stronger and tougher. Why can't life be simple and sweet? Fairytales do not exist, don't they. Then why do we get exposed to fairytales when we were younger? I don't see a point in making kids picture life is like a fairytale where by as were grow up, we face the sudden harsh reality. Sadistic as it sounds, it may be enjoyment to others, but definitely not me. Dilemma. Uncertainty. Decisions. A first step mistake may change and lead us to a whole different path. We can't predict the future, but nothing is within our control, perhaps to a certain extend, but all we can do is accept and deal with it when it approaches. Right now, I don't know how to feel. I truly just hope I'm not regretting any decisions I have made recently and thus far. Regret is the last word in my dictionary. Sometimes, I wanna isolate myself from everyone. Yes, spells alone. Weird isn't it, who likes being alone? I wanna have powers which can make me switch off certain feelings I don't wanna feel and hidden bottled-up unhappiness. Oh, that sure is satisfying. It might be me against my world, but I believe I'm holding strong till date. Tears are for the weak. You go girl, x
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